Noah Webster's Dictionary (adv.) In a reluctant manner.

Multi-Version Concordance Reluctantly (2 Occurrences) 2 Corinthians 9:7 Let each contribute what he has decided upon in his own mind, and not do it reluctantly or under compulsion. "It is a cheerful giver that God loves." (WEY RSV NIV) 1 Peter 5:2 Be shepherds of God's flock which is among you. Exercise the oversight not reluctantly but eagerly, in accordance with the will of God; not for base gain but with cheerful minds; (WEY)